We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Walnut Grove

by Trevor McMahan

supported by
gr8_sisson
gr8_sisson thumbnail
gr8_sisson Gives a relentlessly personal sound to experiences anyone would be hard pressed not to relate to.

Fresh, witty, dark, smooth, beautiful music.

Can't pick a favorite track, *Puts album on repeat*
/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      $3 USD  or more

     

1.
Let Me Know 04:19
why is the pile of clothes on my floor so big today I should start to leave my house even though I’m already late I like the rain when I’m inside sip on coffee mixed with powdered cream I think I probably killed my fish due to negligence and apathy I’m trying my best just give me a break I’m not trying my best don’t you dare give me a break what if I didn’t go I shouldn’t go what if I didn’t go I shouldn’t go I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away what if I did go and I’m still alone what if I did go and then I explode I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away ok, ok, ok just let me know hey hello hi how are you don’t lie to me I know the truth just remember that I’m here so if you’re sad there’s no excuse walking faster than I should what’s an average speed for walking running from the police from my friends from the talking I should respond to you it’s not very nice to leave you in the dark no it’s not very nice what if I didn’t go I shouldn’t go what if I didn’t go I shouldn’t go I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away what if I did go and I’m still alone what if I did go and then I explode I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away, I'll walk away ok, ok, ok just let me know what do you want from me why do you care what could I offer you that you don’t already have why are you asking me to introspect is this a game to you why won’t you go away are you going to that thing it would mean a lot if you were there just to see someone I know you don’t even have to care I’m empty inside but what’s one more night will you fill me up will this be enough what if I didn’t go I shouldn’t go what if I didn’t go I shouldn’t go I’ll walk away, I’ll walk away, I’ll walk away, I’ll walk away what if I did go and I’m still alone what if I did go and then I explode I’ll walk away, I’ll walk away, I’ll walk away, I’ll walk away ok, ok, ok okay okaaaaay oooooooh kaaaaaay
2.
Prove It 03:42
your honor he’s obviously lying he’s just middle class and bored and has yet to meet the Lord I mean he isn’t even trying I don’t know how you fall asleep just pick a side you fucking creep look yourself in the eyes for a really long time and make up your mind prove it prove it make me believe it’s not a phase or launch me into outer space prove it prove it confine my paradox of self or turn me into someone else your honor the defence has started sweating please do not take him at his word you can’t be both cuz that’s absurd just think of the precedent you’re setting I heard he was a fraud he’ll have to take that up with God you know this isn’t the way normal people behave this isn’t okay, right? so prove it prove it make me believe it’s not a phase or launch me into outer space prove it prove it confine my paradox of self or turn me into someone else it’s just justice you must understand this snowflake nonsense must come to an end I may never leave you I hope that you don’t mind just cuz the court’s in your head doesn’t mean that it’s kind prove it prove it I do not ever wanna change except sometimes I wanna change prove it prove it make me believe it’s not a phase or launch me into outer space prove it prove it confine my paradox of self or turn me into someone else there’s an obvious flaw in the defence’s argument doesn’t make any sense learn to live with it members of the jury now that I’ve pled my case what did I do to deserve this? you were asking for a trial when you spoke up in the first place
3.
Apparition 04:40
if I seem misleading you’re not crazy, baby I kinda disappeared if I seem inconsistent you’re not crazy, baby I have been acting weird my words just tend to hurt when I give them honestly it’s such a stupid phrase but it’s not you, it’s me I’m a ghost for you a lovely apparition here it’s kinda funny how this time it’s me who’s filled with fear I’m a poltergeist who just stopped knocking at your door I wish that I were more I wish I had a form please excuse me as I disappear at last you found me hiding in the corner rigor mortis begun it’s too bad that I’m dead hiding in the corner but being dead’s kinda fun I’ve walked this road before sorry you had to come along you thought this would be fun I’m sorry that you’re wrong I’m a ghost for you a lovely apparition here it’s kinda funny how this time it’s me who’s filled with fear I’m a poltergeist who just stopped knocking at your door I wish that I were more I wish I had a form please excuse me as I disappear aaaaahhhhhhh aaaaahhhhhhh aaaaahhhhhhh please just leave this haunted house or hire an exorcist no you don’t deserve this no you don’t deserve this don’t try to understand cuz it’ll haunt you ’til you die you better run and hide you better run and hide or maybe I’ll just grow the balls to tell you I don’t know then maybe you can hate me but at least then you’re free to go I’m a ghost for you a lovely apparition here it’s kinda funny how this time it’s me who’s filled with fear I’m a poltergeist who just stopped knocking at your door I wish that I were more I wish I had a form please excuse me as I disappear
4.
Unsure 04:02
maybe we should talk about it but it might be hard to talk about it so far so good we’re moving forward sideways, backwards, who knows the right words I don’t. Do you? but if we just ignore the signs we could be happy, free, awoken, or sad, confused, and broken oh, we could not find a more unexpected haven are you a swallow or a raven I’m still unsure don’t get me wrong, I find you pretty dangerously so but I lay here noncommittal while your head rests on my shoulder while my hand inches to your hand and your hand inches to mine and then we never look each other in the eye but if we just ignore the signs we could be happy, free, awoken, or sad, confused, and broken oh, we could not find a more unexpected haven are you a swallow or a raven I’m still unsure remember when you touched me and then I touched you back we were so close but now we’re far apart wish I could say I had your best intentions in my mind but I did not you’re right I just ignored the signs now we’re not happy, we are broken due to things that went unspoken oh we did not find you feel so distant lately I understand it if you hate me I’m still unsure

about

songs for overthinkers

credits

released April 19, 2019

Written/performed by Trevor McMahan
Mixed by Trevor McMahan
Co-Produced by Trevor McMahan and Cam Thiessen
Mastered by Cam Thiessen

Guitars by Cam Thiessen
Trumpet on "Let Me Know" by Bradley Thompson
Tuba on "Let Me Know" by Chloe Thiessen

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Trevor McMahan Los Angeles, California

contact / help

Contact Trevor McMahan

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like Trevor McMahan, you may also like: